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Air Mata Hati

Air mata ini
Yang gugur bertahun-tahun selepas
Hati jadi dingin dan bicara jadi beku
Seperti tidak membawa maksud apa-apa lagi..

Kata cinta terus jadi rahsia antara kita
Terselindung dalam maksud yang paling layap
Rahsia yang disimpan dibawah agama
Rahsia seperti hal-halnya Tuhan
Baru kini aku ketahui, kau kerap mengirimnya di dalam
Setiap doa-doa yang
Tak pernah walau sekalipun dilalaikan..

Sekarang ini, diantara angin dan waktu
Aku basahkan tanah pusara dengan
Air mata dari hati
Yang sepatutnya mencurah
Segala rasa sayang rindu
Bertahun-tahun dahulu..

Hanya tanah merah ini sempat aku sentuh
Dan kamu tetap menjauh..

Bebahagialah..
Kini waktunya sudah sampai untuk aku pula menangis
Dan mengirim bait-bait cinta (dan nama)
Dari dalam doa sambil merelakan mata melepaskan nisan
Entah sampai bila..

Aku basah..
Aku rebah..

al-Fatihah buat Allahyarhamah Suraya Binti Kapten Dato’ Yahaya
(Disember 22, 1980 – Mac 16, 2009)


3 Comments so far
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why u didnt tell me all that? why?? why u never tell me that she always ask u about me? do u know how much it hurt to know it now?

u know what along? i cant stop crying knowing that she never stop thinking of me while i am here assuming that she might have forgotten me. how silly am i?

i dont know how to say this. its not that i wanna put the blame on u but i think u are kind of cruel for keeping it as a secret for all this while. while she was still alive.

im sorry. but i miss her so much. i know, my tears wont bring her back and miracle will never happen. though i told u to move on, accept the fact that she’s gone, now im the one who cant accept it.

and u know why i didnt ask u for her number? it is because i am afraid of u. i never wanna get involve with ur personal life especially ur love life. but i just like her. so when u both broke up, i am so afraid to even say her name in front of u. thats why i rather keep my mouth shut.

well, there’s nothing much we can do now. just please dont stop pray for her.

Comment by fika

thanks drop by blog saya. I miss arwah very much. Everyday teringat kat dia, may be weekend ni pergi ziarah family and kubur dia..damn!i miss her..really really miss her..

Comment by Mazz

friend, email me ur hp number. i want to ask you about suraya. i once knew her too.

Comment by ting tong




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