Filed under: Life, Poems & Poetry | Tags: Air Mata Hati, Atiqah Yahaya, Datin Sharifah Mohamad, Farul Azri, Kapten Dato' Yahaya, Nadir Yahaya, Sharil Yahaya, Suraya Yahaya, Yuliana Yahaya
Air mata ini
Yang gugur bertahun-tahun selepas
Hati jadi dingin dan bicara jadi beku
Seperti tidak membawa maksud apa-apa lagi..
Kata cinta terus jadi rahsia antara kita
Terselindung dalam maksud yang paling layap
Rahsia yang disimpan dibawah agama
Rahsia seperti hal-halnya Tuhan
Baru kini aku ketahui, kau kerap mengirimnya di dalam
Setiap doa-doa yang
Tak pernah walau sekalipun dilalaikan..
Sekarang ini, diantara angin dan waktu
Aku basahkan tanah pusara dengan
Air mata dari hati
Yang sepatutnya mencurah
Segala rasa sayang rindu
Bertahun-tahun dahulu..
Hanya tanah merah ini sempat aku sentuh
Dan kamu tetap menjauh..
Bebahagialah..
Kini waktunya sudah sampai untuk aku pula menangis
Dan mengirim bait-bait cinta (dan nama)
Dari dalam doa sambil merelakan mata melepaskan nisan
Entah sampai bila..
Aku basah..
Aku rebah..
al-Fatihah buat Allahyarhamah Suraya Binti Kapten Dato’ Yahaya
(Disember 22, 1980 – Mac 16, 2009)
Petang tadi orang tua aku tanya, “Semalam tak pi ke perhimpunan PPSMI..?”
“Malas..” jawab aku.
“Pasai apa malas..?”
“Pasai dah takda mood..! Hishammuddin dengan binatang liar dari Umno ni konon-kononnya membela ketuanan Melayu. Bahasa Melayu. Pembela Raja-Raja Melayu… Tapi yang bangsatnya, sejak bila depa ni buat benda tu semua..? Kalau tak, masakan pendidikan nak diajar dalam inggeris.. Untuk anak kerabat dia semua mungkin depa handal la bahasa inggeris, tapi buat anak-anak Felda..? Anak orang kampung..? Pendalaman..? Aggregate pendidikan dijatuhkan ketahap rendah untuk menunjukkan ramai pelajar cemerlang setiap kali keputusan peperiksaan keluar… Walhal, tahap pencapaian pelajar Malaysia semakin rendah.. Bodoh.. Bodoh..! Hishammuddin cium keris tanda ‘pembela Melayu’ konon… Pergi jahanam la dengan Hishammuddin Tun Hussein..!”
“Anak-anak Melayu boleh berbahasa Inggeris… Tekankan mata pelajaran Inggeris..! Itu yang penting, bukannya mengajar matapelajaran lain dalam bahasa Inggeris..”
Bodoh punya Hishammuddin..!
Filed under: History & Literature, Life, Photo, Video | Tags: Ace Berg, Christian The Lion, George Adamson, Jennifer Mary Taylor, John Rendall, The Lion At World's End, The Lion Who Thought He Was People

Okay. This note might sound a bit silly and gay! but who care.. (it’s going to be short anyway).. I just want to talk about ‘love’.. Those mysterious thing we call love! According to most of people, love is something subjective and we can never describe and translate on how love work. How we can feel it and how we can be touched by it…
Love can be in many forms. Love towards your other half, family, God, pets, friends and even your self and the list go on and on.. Love towards a friends is more likely to be called ‘friendship’… A good friendship that last has love, care, tenderness and everything in it.. The same it does goes towards your family and other things that related..
Love is a mysterious bond that connect and tangled one or two or three or even five and more hearts become one. It is something that we cannot see but we feel it existence and we can feel it touches us in many different ways..
Now, what’s up with this love note anyway? I just wanted to link you guys to a video I saw in Youtube that came in many titles. Among the tops are – Christian The Lion, The Lion At World’s End and The Lion Who Thought He Was People … And we all stop for a while and think about love! Some of you guys may have seen this and some are not. So why don’t we just all share this very touching videos (now I really sound gay) and think…
Think.. When was the last time we’d tell the person we love or our father and mother, our friends or maybe our pets that we love them..? And to all of the person who read this note – I love you all! thanks for being my friends and family to me… You guys are one of the most wonderful things ever happened to me in my life..!!! I love you all..!!
Now, Enjoy Christian The Lion…
I wonder how did an animal.. Yes an animal can really appreciate love and friendships while us humans fake it and destroyed it…? Sometimes, we really need to go back to where we started before. Learn on how to walked again, sing again, jump again and love again… Christian the Lion truly shows pretty clearly that we humans are far from the only ones with the capacity to love – and remember – our friends.
The story of Christian The Lion has now leave huge impact on me, inspired me and has made me stop for a while and think… Think what I’ve missed throughout my life…
Need to know more of the story about Christian The Lion? Click more…




Ia berkenaan dengan kes anak lelaki kepada Ketua Pesuruhjaya SPRM, Datuk Seri Ahmad Said Hamdan iaitu Ahmad Shauqi Bin Ahmad Said (Ketua Jabatan Perkhidmatan Korporat MAS) yang telah ditangkap oleh pihak berkuasa kerana cuba “menyeludup secara haram bahan-bahan lucah kanak-kanak” ke Australia. Beliau dipercayai telah ditangkap bersama Kapten Ng Kok Yauw. Susulan kejadian yang memalukan itu, dipercayai ayahnya iaitu Mat Said SPRM telah memaklumkan kepada Pejabat Perdana Menteri di Putrajaya.